Mel

DNI
- basic criteria ( racist, homophobic, zionist, etc.)
- non ot8/solo stans
- if you hate any of my loves ( see in love sections)
- antiboycotters for THAT skz release
- be nice and don't be an asshole :D

byf
- diagnosed with several mental illnesses ( I am mostly in control of it)
- I swear a lot ( I do not use any slurs)
- I do talk about nsfw stuff sometimes (only if you're an adult friend of mine)
- I am hypersexual
- I get obsessive and possesive easily
- will yap about my hyperfixation for hours
- I love stray kids too much
- I lovelovelove minsung and hyunlix
- I say 'ily' in a platonic way
- I'm literally the embodiment of a overprotective parent sometimes...
- cw/tw: I have tried on multiple occasions to cut my life span short, I'm ok with kys/kms jokes but only when I'm in a mentally stable state ( I will indicate if I'm not)

interests- valorant esports ( love zeta + 2020 tsm + old gambit esports + dfm + T1 + GENG )
- valorant ( barely active but I used to main chamber and jett)
- overwatch 2 (main ashe + dva + mercy)
- apex legends ( horizon + wattson + loba main)
- identity v ( freddy riley+ lucky guy+ bonbon + leo beck + luca balsa)
- stray kids ( felix + hyunjin + han + lee know + ot8)
- seventeen (Jun + Joshua + Wonwoo + Mingyu + ot13)
- tokyo revengers (baji + mikey)
- bandori (lisa imai + kaoru seta)
- ensemble stars ( mika kagehira + adonis otogari)
- fate grand order (gilgamesh + ozymandias + arthur pendragon + muramasa)
- Detective conan (kaito kuroba)
- Hunter x Hunter (killua)
- given ( ritsuka)
- sasaki to miyano
- fugou keiji balance unilimited
- no space but feel free to ask!

loves ! (lovemail)
- Dep (Zeta divison valorant)
- Leave (once again)
- Proper ( team falcons)
- Alf (zeta division hunter)
- Lisa imai ( bang dream)
- Kaoru Seta (bang dream)
- Mika Kagehira ( ensemble stars)
- Adonis Otogari ( ensemble stars)
- Gilgamesh ( fate franchise)
- mikayuu ( ship from owari no seraph)
- aokise ( ship from kurokos basketball)
- kaito kuroba ( detective conan)
- tobio kageyama ( haikyuu)
- makoto tachibana (free!)
- baji and mikey ( tokyo revengers)
- felix (stray kids)
- hyunjin (stray kids)
- han jisung (stray kids)
- jun ( seventeen)
- wonwoo (seventeen)
- mingyu (seventeen)
- joshua (seventeen)
- Junhao
- Minwon

games
- valorant (asia: depfangirl #felix eu: d3ffofangirl #5673 na: gilgasimp #7001)
- overwatch 2: ask please!
- steam/ apex/cs/terraria: single mom of 10
- marvel rivals: oddinary
- bandori: ask (en +jp)
- priconne jp: ask
- fgo: jp + en (ask)
- nikke: 2 accounts ask
- genshin asia: 823537499
- sea honkai: ask
-Honkai Starrail asia: 800518448
- Many more games, feel free to ask if I play!

Music I want to marry ( to preface I love all of skz's music none of them are bad to me but these are songs that I love too much)
- Pale blue by Kenshi Yonezu “No matter how many times I reborn, it's meaningless I want to be guided somewhere where I can meet you again”
- Lemon by Kenshi Yonezu “More than I knew I was in love with you”
- Levanter by stray kids “I was constantly running to you Then I realized That my everything was towards you”
- Lonely st. by stray kids “This isolated road without a single light The streetlight broke a long time ago The shoe soles that are all worn out are left behind Footprints won't last long, they'll be erasеd”
- Social path by stray kids, LiSA “Alone in a rugged place Face the night I will rise up”
- Because by Changbin and Felix “When I see you smile, I just can't get enough And I can't live without you Baby, I just really love you”
- Deep end by Felix “If you hadn't changed, then I'd still be by your side If I gave you one more chance, can wе go back again?”
- Want so bad by Lee know and HAN “I fell in love with you unexpectedly I think it's so sweet my baby”
- 13 by HAN “To do what’s best for you, I denied myself To me it was so perfectly right, but why What are you sorry for, it was my own will and desire I could give you my all and it still wouldn’t be enough”
- Alien by HAN “I've lived like I was dead, and suddenly, I'm all alone and far away”
- Wish you back by HAN “You were the main character in the movie called me”
- HaPpY by HAN “I'm so glad to see you in my dream In my dream, hope you smile with me even for a moment So that even without you I can feel”
- Close by HAN “In my empty heart there's spring for the first time I found its way and a flower bloomed right at the centre”
- Volcano by HAN “To me, you're already a sin I can't refuse because you're sweeter than evil”
- RUN by HAN “The morning is a fresh start for someone But the fresh dawn air weighs heavy on me”
- Hey You by Hyunjin “Since you're living in thе breeze that I breathe It's okay to sеll me some pain, love me”
- Long for you by Hyunjin “The white flower we planted together has bloomed I do not dare pick it Now it withers away”
- Gone away by Han, Seungmin, and I.N “Inside collapsed time Even my hopes For us to be together No longer mattеr”
- Secret secret by stray kids "I feel left alone in the world Will I get better by deceiving my own heart?"
- Leave by stray kids “When the new season comes I hope the warmth will make you bloom
Into a flower that never dies”
- Cover me by stray kids “Needle in a haystack, come find me I'm not lonely, but everything is so cold”
- There by stray kids “Oh, I'm still a foolI look up at the stars all day and night 'Cause I know you're waiting”
- Your eyes by stray kids “Hey, the look on your face as you watch me When it's as bright as always In those eyes, I'm smiling”
- Hellevator by stray kids “I hold out my hand But no one is there to grab it I'm riding on my pain and my tears As I try to escape above”
- Silent cry by stray kids “I'll listen to your silent cry So that you don't get tired in a lost corner of your heart Through the cracks in the door of that poorly closed space called 'you' ”
- Sorry, I love you by stray kids “Because of my honesty, there is no relief, all that remains is regret”
- Mixtape: OH by stray kids “This heart is poisoned, only you are the antidote”
- Ex by stray kids “I didn't even thank you in the end Just left behind sharp words in a trembling voice”
- DLMLU by stray kids “I know how this is going to end The ideal is just an illusion The reality is, in fact, cruel There's no such thing as perfect”
- Aiwokuretananoninaze by stray kids "Thought that I finally knew love Now 3 years later, my memories are falling apart"
- Twilight by stray kids "I always cry without fail when I think of you When I wake up after falling asleep exhausted In my room, a beautiful emptiness is left in the night again"
- Hold my hand by Han "'Cause all I want is to wipe your tears Until they dry completely I wanna make you the happiest one, no fear So, baby, hold my hand now"
- Unfair by Felix "Hope you can see thе human in me Will your true love thе one to free me"
- As we are by Seungmin "As long as we stay, never go away I drеam of the day when the world will be the most vibrant and green"
- Betelgeuse by YUURI “We found each other, pulled towards each other Under the same sky When we shine, wе’ll do it together So we promisеd”
- Dried flower by YUURI “Red, yellow, blue in the depths of my heart Keep calling out your name Feelings of love still leave a scent”
- Pretender by Offical Hige Dandism “I wish I had chosen a different setting, a different relation A different world-line where I could meet you I wish I could have had that love come true, and told you "I love you" without any responsibility With a pure heart But it's an empty wish”
- Rolling girl by WOWAKA “She mutters, "I'm fine.", but the words fail her Not caring how it ends An upward climb that invites mistakes”
- Akapenonegaishimasu by Siinamota “The first circle is the last circle If you look at my score, oh, how strange It's 0 points.”
- Kokoronashi by Chouchou-P “Even if I scream, squirm and cause my eyelids to swell You still hold me tight, you won’t let go So it’s okay”